leonard cohen

well, tumblr, i am officially an experienced sex-haver and lover and my life is really interesting. this is all i can come up with as a life update

interesting what we all choose to share on the interspace out of all that we could. but really that’s the gist of the monumental load of things that have been happening to me lately, and im okay with this

also i quit my job, i didnt feel valued as an employee or respected

i sound really apathetic right now but im actually more happy than most days, and in my standards, thats a lot of happy

Thursday

-driving to canadia

-canadian superstore weird milk in a bag

-BUYING ALCOHOL

-ginger mead drinking

-trippy hangs

-D&B

-casino

-hat obtention

-got al her fur

-barefoot ferriswheel, dick ponds everywhere

-sleeping- dad snoring/mom reacting in her sleep, cycle all night

Day two

-3dolla breakfast ina casino

-WALKED TO NEW YORK, kinda sketch

-luv u canada

-ally and I found nature and found ourselves, slept ina hamm

-MAid OF THE MIST—-fully engulfed in niagra falls

      most majestic thing ever experienced

- brewery dinner, still lots of alcohol consumption

-al n i attempt to rage on the town, too tired

Day three

-wine and beer tasting, more beer than wine bcuz allamericanfamily

-drunk by 1pm, 

-back to brewery for lunch/beer special

-cant remember what we did the rest of the day

-but later dinosaur mini golf upon endless dick shaped greens

-wax museum fun

-arcade gamez, all our tickets won us three pieces of candy

-searching for Margarita, found by 1pm at authentic cantina

-BEST MARGARITAS EVER CONSUMED, one reg, one passion fruit go canada

Sunday

-drive home

-top 40 hits play non-stop 8 hours, fuck.

-also mcdonalds

-unhappy stomach

It feels really good to procrastinate

I can’t tell if I’m hungry for food or for something else

I wrote a letter today that says things that I’ve been holding in for a long time to a person that is most-significant

and I’m going to mail it

my life is like a romance novel

am I letting myself go?

these are the golden years

or something

ha

ha ha

intensity

“what do you do just drink wine with your hipster friends from California”

yah so 

4-way

what strange weather we’ve been having

you came out of nowhere

make me question my feelings on love

you love every part of me

the smell of my armpits

but mostly my mind

you don’t even realize how great you are

how deep

how considerate

how beautiful

you just keep getting better and better

as the layers peel away

I’m seeing into you

and I like it

more than I expected

you cleaned my house before you left

you wonderful human

I’m more comfortable around you than anyone else

almost like I am with myself

you remind me of me

but your differences are what draw me in

your dimps

your hair

that jaw line

your perfect, sculpted body

depiction of Adam

but that’s not even a reason for what intrigues me

your voice, so deep

your words, the language

the music

the music

your touch makes my soul tremble

with relief

the satisfaction

of your existence

knowing that out of this world,

this country,

this bleak state,

a beauty of a being was developed

Carl Jung (via dougmenagh)

This is like, scientific wording of my theory on the human soul

(via black-me-out-13)